Kambeng

2011-02-22T23:03:00.004+08:00

5 days and counting of not meeting hym. i seriously miss you bhy.
No contact no nothing, he said not to worry about hym, but i cant help it but to do so.
i still care, i still love you.
Much apologies for my mistakes made to you this days.
I miss us, those happy days together. What can i say, nothing last forever.
Left eye has been twitching every morning, giving a signal i will cry on that day. And its true.
The moment i stepped into the house, all i did was just cry like one baby seeking attention."

But NO, that wasnt my intention, i cried.... ALONE. just alone, whereby when anyone enters the room i pretend to be sleeping.
Yesterday was worst, and today was even horrible. I broke down almost everytime i wanted to do something.
At school, my bitches were the reason why im still able to smile, laugh.
But really, no one can actually know and feels what is it like to be in my state now.
Im not blaming hym, neither am i blaming fate. Im blaming myself.
Its true, if its not bcos of me, my irritatingness, my attitude towards hym.. things wont be this way im very sure. Maybe this is what i can say, KARMA.
I used to treat hym this way last time, and now i know how it feels like.
See, i believe in this what goes around comes around.

Bhy, you may think all this are just something i type out of no reason. But sorry dear, i have my own reasons, i cant freely go around telling ppl my problem, i wont embarass you.
And yes, i did share with this two awesome humans in life ; FAREHA and SHAI.
They feel me, they advice mee, they are willingly enough to hear me out.
Im not comparing but just stating it here.

I need to express things out, it makes me feel better.
I cried, real bad.
I cried while showering even, and yes as you know i cried myself to sleep.
But wait, i didnt sleep. HAH.
im always hoping for a better tommorow, a day whereby i waked up and the moment i checked my hp there this Bby with a heartshape text message.
Im really hoping it will that day will come soon.
I realise my mistakes. i made my reflection already but yes patience.
Im patiently waiting for you to come to meee..
And again, tears rolling down this cheeks.
No appetite, you may think this is stupid like why not eat? just eat la.
But no, about this, you and me have very different prespective.
This is what happen to most girls.
Have not been having a proper meal since than. But im not hungry at all. Weird huh.
If this continues, i can actually lose weight. AWESOME.

Things at home is just so dull, everyone is just minding their own business even when sometimes brother and mum came asking do i have any problems to share.. how sweet (":
But i cant be telling them what had happen right. And thats when i really need you, i got alot of things to share with you dear, too much to even know where to start. But this happens and than i realise, i should talk less.. what i mean is complain lesser. And yes, you will see the difference in mee.

Studies ; what can i say. This has affect me in this too. BUT when it comes to sitting for a test im trying very hard, im fighting with my own instint to do well. Mybe you wont want to know or care about this but im sharing this success with my family. YES, if its not bcos of them i wouldnt be going to school each time this happens. See, family comes first <3>

I shall stop nowww.

Friends who know JOKO, Please tell hym i love hym bcos i dont know how to tell hym.
Thanks, i really hope hys reading this.

I love you sayang )'":

2011-01-31T13:45:00.003+08:00

Okay im gonna blog awhile since im having free time..
errrrrrr, i shall promise to update everyday starting from now (:
My life have been awesome, Alhamdullilah..
Things are doing well.
Weather is great! wooohooo ~
Coldy, coldy!!
Now D&T. mendak sia.
okay byeee~

; Hujan itu rahmat Allah, ini semua berkat. Banyakkan la berdoa semoga dikabulkan ((:

2011-01-28T10:42:00.001+08:00

heyhey

currently im got nothing to do, current lesson dnt.
And yah i miss blogging (x
but no time siol...
meeting bby later! woohoo ~

2011-01-05T09:49:00.000+08:00

hey, currently d&t doing nothing. boreddd ~
ok dah bye (:

2010-12-24T23:39:00.000+08:00

Bby enjoyed himself with them. see how happy he is?!
Today was boring -.-, crying all day bcos of that guy wearing grey uh. ):
BUT, on the other hand, we're okay nowww ~ woooooohhhhhoooo!
And i love hym very much ^^

Its been so long since i updatedd.
Well, Abg bought fr me my present and im damn HAPPY!
Its a birthday present cum Nlvl result present ^^
Tmr working, oh yeahhhh ~
Meeting bby on monday or mybe tuesday? ): miss hym lots!
Sunday off to woodlands, cant wait to meet dearest cousin. Its been so long! :D
Okay till here. Tc!

Thats my guy! (:

2010-12-17T21:13:00.002+08:00

Heyyyy!
Results is OUT and i get promoted to sec 5. wooohooo~ im happy. Syukur Alhamdullilah!
Iphone4 here i come ^^)

And yahh, if not bcos of this guy above i wont want to even go sec 5.
Its bcos of hym, hys motivation and knowing how scared he would be if i were to be in ite it made me wanna do well. And there you go! :D
Mum is really proud, so am i, so is everybody who cares!

But one thing, IzzatiSYG is going Higher Nitec and im scared if she forgets meeee. HOW? )):
Dont frget me b! (':
Enough said.

I love Joko! :D

2010-12-16T00:27:00.002+08:00

Heyloo. im bored -.-
Not yet asleep, bby da tdo daaa ):
Plan plan plan at last i feel that its better for me and bhy to just hang around my area.
Bcos im really not in the mood to hangout anywhere yet since im soo damn nervous fr results ):
So, dunnoe just yet what the plan fr tmr. probably stay at home or meet bhy go hg mall mkn ^^)
I love you joko ^^

2010-12-14T19:28:00.004+08:00

And ... im so addicted to this game :)
And i met bby just now, planning to play blackshot but den system down at last we played the racing car (x
Bought our all time favourite waffle, chicken floss with mayonaise (:
Lpk at usual placeeee. Bhy handphone bnyk dosa. hahah!
Went off at 6.20pm.
Annnndddd, im soo bored now -.-
Tmr no plan, pfft!
Next week out with bhy :D
Currently chatting with LOKE WENG GUAN and NORINAH and AN and AMIRUL RIFDI.

RESULTS ; 3 MORE dayss away ): im scareddd !

2010-12-13T15:31:00.002+08:00

Ohhh ima!! mane kaw menghilangkan diri? ): i miss youuu ... haissssh!

Hey, stayed at home today. meeting bby tmr. im happy :DD
Love ignored my text :/ too busy slacking ehh? ):
Ohh, and my irritating friend, FADHIL which is already like a brother to me going for Ns tmr.
Hope the best for hym. ~
Blackshot tmr with bby and friends. weee ~
&& 4 more days oi to results scary or what.
But nvm, look on the bright sideeee, can meet my AWESOME classmatesss (:
Tc all

2010-12-11T22:21:00.002+08:00

Hey, just came back home frm werk. Awesomeness at werk.
Laughed ALOT (x
New rider, sulaiman. Hys SOO blur. haha, kept looking at meee like as though he has something to ask -.-'
One conversation went like thiss ;

Sulaiman ; *stares at me*
Me ; ahh? nak apee?
Sulaiman ; nk pen.
Me ; *gives pen*
Sulaiman ; *write then stares at me again*
Me ; ye? nk ape plak skg?
Sulaiman ; nk kasi balik pen. *gives and smile*
Me ; *take* andddd -.-'

Irritating! hahah, but hys cool. Friendly (:
Bby asleep at this time. Hys last reply was at 9.30pm . i called hym suruh bgn teman me den he scold mee ): mybe tgh ngantok so tu psl. but nevermind laaa. understand :/
Working again tmr, ohh yeahh ~ Theres Ismail, irritating guy and this time i mean really irritating -.-!!
Fridayyy results, SCARY or what )):

2010-12-10T17:53:00.002+08:00

Bored -.-'
Just came back frm KK hospital, went fr the ultrasound scanning with mum. Kecoh. Have to drink 600ml of water and have to tahan after everything done.
Went Tekka for lunch, mum went shopping awhile then head home by train. Talked and laughed about alot of things with her (x
Love is out, to a BbQ pit which i was wanting to attend but nevermind... ~ hys busy with idk what and he say text later ): . but nvm, let hym enjoy first..
Tmr and Sunday werking, oh yeah~
Out to geylang with parents tmr morning.
Long Asmah sleeping over tonight, oh yeahh ^^
Ok nothing much to say.

Bhy, text me laa. im boredd ):

2010-12-09T21:35:00.002+08:00

Cutee eyh?? Weeee ~
They just left after a short visit here. Ahh, i miss them already. Howww cutee ^^

TODAY, had a SUPERBFUCKINGAWESOME day with love.
Went out to fetch hym frm sch, meet wany and lily awhile then me and love off to Ehub.
Bought the tickets fr Rapunzel 3D and we had lunch at MacD,
Finaaallly aft so long since i last had them.
Aft lunch, i forced love to eat the panadol bt he cant swallow it at all.
HAHAHA! Hys reaction damn cuteee (x
Then went up to watch our movie, great movie. i rate it 4/5. Funny :D
Popcorn and drink cant finish. Went whitesand arcade, wal2k den bused to hougang.
Lepak like always, ahhh talk alottt. Wee ~

Bby, you made my day! (: ahh ~ im soo happyy ^^) Thanks alot for everything. Really, today was another AWESOME day with you. thanks for the compliment abt how i dress today.
Just remember i lovelove you soo much :D

2010-12-08T18:06:00.003+08:00

Ohh yeahh.
Stayed at home the whole day today. Weather is great.
Tmr out with love, i cant wait.
Watching Rapunzel ^^) eat and have fun, tmr is ours love (:
Currently bby is out, jamming with his band for two freaking hours and his ignoring my text.
That is only jamming, havent say about hys lepaking. lagi laaa ):
But nvm, tmr is the day. ahh~ i cant waittt.
Nowdays ppl like Khairul and Wadi is always there to make me laugh by their text (x
But still, bby make my day :DD
Nothing much to talk about.
Ok bye, take careee!

2010-12-06T15:40:00.002+08:00

Hey readers.
Weather nowdays super cooling, stayed at home. REST.
Mum bought burger Ramli, FUHH gonna have it aft dis.
So nowdays, everyday misunderstanding, fights and tiff with bby. )':
Cry, Cry, Cry. But nvm.. I promised to change. you will see it yrself bby okay (':
So yesterday Text with Kye Abd Kahar, paused awhile bcos both talking to our matairs strt texting again aft both put down already. Talked abt hell lots of stuff. I get to know a secret abt hym. Both laughed alot, then end everything at 2.20am hys sleepy already. Haha, he wants to meet me yknow fr wd? bcos want to cepuk my face -.-' . HAHAh!

Meeting bby tmr, i guess.
Idk wd to say abt us already, abt this relationshipp.
I tried my very best to give in but i cant always be the one right. Nvm.
Still love you (':
Okay take care gonna have my lunch Ramli burger ^^

2010-12-05T22:25:00.003+08:00

Dats my Potter. (x
Bby watch harry potter just now with hys adik kesygan..
Thursday movie out with hym and frends. Cant wait.
Just came bck from werk.
Working is AWESOMEEEE! ^.^ / Lovelove itt.
Want meet bby tmr uyhh ):
Currently chatting + texting KYE ABD KAHAR. Dier irritating (x
Ok thats all. Waiting fr bby to kol meeeeeee. Cpt sygggg!

2010-12-04T15:42:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday naufal (:
Im not kambeng or lembu anymore okay.
Enjoy yr day!

Heyloo reader, if there is any(?) (:
Working later on. ^^
Bby out with frend to swimming then penin then idk whr.
He havent top up -.-' im boredddddd!

Weather nowdays is AWESOME! Coooold . :3
Abg's out to some kompang chalet, he brought along my PSP ):
Werking with Jacq today, i hope so. She's fun!
Till here. Tc readers!

2010-12-02T20:26:00.002+08:00

Firstly, Happy 1 year 2months bhy (: . Weee~ iloveloveyouuusooomucch.

Stated clearly, i had an AWESOME day today with love.
Went to watch the movie ; Narnia. Gereeek, i rate it 3.5/5 ^^
Walked around the NEX mall, official opening mahh.
Bhy did a good job in making me laugh throughout the day. idiot! Hahah.
Went back to sch to collect the keychain made from cik ayob.
He did it for bhy also, happy dier. Hahah.
Took the buss, lepak awhile then back home, AWESOME celebration.
Simple yet memorable oneee.
Looking frward fr next friday, people are planning fr this couple outing
4 couples, gerek or whattt :D
Saturday and Sunday werking, seeing that FUCKING manager again.
But nvm, besides that.. the rest of the workers all kaki gerekk. Wooohoooo~
Pay is coming in again this week, shoik ah ~
Blackshot again tmr, i guess ^^). Rank up already, Happy siol.
Kay dats all, gonna have my dinner now while watching chinese show.
Waiting fr bhy's reply, faster come homeeee :D .

I love Joko Aris, ONLY <3 (:
Thanks for today loveee, im sorry if i have done anything wrong today.

2010-11-26T19:25:00.002+08:00

Lawa kan kite? Haha, PERASAN. ILOVETHEMVERYMUCH (:

Ahh, just came back from blackshot-ing wif Bby, Aishah, An and hys cousin.
Funn ah, ADAM keep killing me -.-
Before that went arnold with jundah my treat, rindu itu ppm (x .
Monday, izz nk lwn nieek, haha. Sorry la yg tk kental, aku baru private. HAHAH!
We went seperate ways, me and bby had our own quantity time. AWESOME moments ^^
I talk non-stop, storry here and there. baby lynkan jek. :D
Tmr and sunday working, Monday blackshot again. Tuesday out with mum. Wednesday ngaji, Thursday bowling, Friday rest at home. Wahhh, back to normal life. SUKESUKE!
I LOVE JokoAris. (:

2010-11-22T23:05:00.001+08:00

I LOVE YOU JOKO ARIS SO VERY MUCH ^^

Andddddddd, get to meet bby just now. ahh iloveit when it comes to spending time with hym.
Met ard 8.15pm, bby bought for me bubble tea (:
Ahh, i miss hym alot :D
We slacked somewhr near my block, we talk, teased, joke. Funnn ^.^
Went off at 10.15pm, and oh yeahhh we just cant let go of each other ):
But have to, bby sent me home and yeahh. i miss hym already.
Ohh and bby told me something bout dat gemok pukimak nye sundal :D
; ehh ppm , tk phm pe laki yg kau giler kan dan kejar kan tu aku nye?
pls ah, perangai tkmo nk mcm maner punye bitch eh.
lelaki kt singapore tk sengket, ader bnyk gy carik laaa kau. matair aku jgk kau nk. -.- ohhh, kindly fuck off pls (: .
bby da sleep -.- , nvm! he asked me to do hym a favour taw! SLEEP ALSO -.-
Need to wake up early tmr follow mum go mosque den off to pasar. Haha!
Night. and i love bby.

2010-11-22T15:54:00.002+08:00

Handsome kaaannn ni kecik? ^^) ; Akif

Ahh, today is like always. Stayed at home, at night meeting bhy. Insyallah.
im really looking forward fr it. I love hym.
Dis week werking saturday and sunday. Working is fun!
i gt not much to say, staying at home really helps somehw, think postive.

2010-11-21T17:02:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday "block-boyfriend" (x Aiseyh, fake ehhh.
Good luck everything u dooo! ^^

Bhy is out to somewhere in yishun with hys frends. busy-busy-busy ):
Hmm, im still very hurt with what someone sms hym abt me. Wooo~
Naseb baik aku respect dher -.-
Okayy, im boreddd.
Bhy, u make me cry again >:(

; i just realise Fauzy and Fadil madrasah frend look alike. Ahhh~~

2010-11-19T21:14:00.002+08:00

AISEY! i veryveryvery happy today laaaahhhh.
I got to meet bby ^^) for almost 1 week and 2 days since we last met.
Bby reallyreally made my day. Planned to go bowling but i has to attend some course at ite college central. Bby accompany me dgn die2 sekali masuk. Hehhhs.
There was IzzatiSyg and JundahDarling too but we didnt talk much though, hah.
Afterwhich, Trained to buangkok had our early dinner there.
Bby made me laugh. Ahhh, i cant explain hw i feel nw. but really im sooo happy ^^
Meeting bby again mybe, monday night (:
Ilovelovelove you JokoAris <3

Mimpi Indah (Cover)

2010-11-17T02:34:00.001+08:00

Bby schoolmate. Ahh, he got AWESOME voice and i post this because the way he cover this song is wayway different den the main one. (:
Enjoyy

2010-11-07T00:50:00.002+08:00

And i SWEAR I MISS THEEEEMMMM !! ):
Meet up soon Girlfs, we go jundah hse ahh (x
LoveLove you gerls ^^

2010-11-06T23:36:00.001+08:00

HeyHey.

Just came home from KKH. yeahh, im sick ):
Lucky not hospitalized. Urine test, blood test and i got injected at my PEHER area.
Wahhh, going for scanning 1 month later, if something wrong then Hello KKH (:
Yesterday work was awesome, talked alot wif Jacq and made new friends. Syafaat and Anuar.
Syafaat had an accident when hys otw bck.
Tmr working again. YEAH! (: but patnering wif yifang.
Being a tel operator is AWESOME ^^)
Ok thats all, waiting for bby to finish werk than otf. Fasterrr plssssss (:

VOCALIST part-time (x

2010-11-05T00:45:00.003+08:00

Heylooo!
Today was AWESOME!
I tag along bhy and hys friends to jamming at simei. As usual ; Fadhil, Wan, Adam & Bhy.
Idk why but they dont seems to get things right today because they got no vocalist.
Bhy, as the leader gathered them outside for a meeting aft everything.
And yknow what? Errrr, Their problem is ; NO VOCALIST. sooooooo .......
AAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNNNNDDDDDDDDDD as a result, they choose me to be their PART-TIME VOCALIST.
Ahhhh! Hahah, everyone were so tense, so i decided to give it a try to make things better for them.
Haha, my voice so horrible -.-' but nvm, lagu jiwang2 no problem. (x English song? i back off (:

So after everything, had dinner at MacD. Had double MacSpicy (:
Wan treated everyone of us ice cream cones.
Ohh, and yeahhh. im soo looking forward to our band outing. (x
Planned to settle down jamming for awhile cos i have to learnt Fadhil songs and the rest have to practice some things first.
So as a result, every week, there's outing to bowling, pool or karaoke mybe. Cant wait. ^^
Its just the 5 of us, but yeah. we had fun spending time together. i LOVE it!

Working tmr, bby sending only if abg tk sempat anta.
so yeahhh. Tc !

I love you boncet ^^

2010-11-02T01:37:00.002+08:00

Happy One year One month Dear (:
I dont have to type so much here ehh.
Whatever it is as long as i know we love each other then everything gonna be fine.
Thanks for everything!
Love ya!

Im SICK ):

2010-10-29T13:40:00.003+08:00

Im sick. ):
; Cough, sorethroat, sneezing, fever, flu. One of everything (x

Going out later with cousins to visit a relative at the hospital.
Tomorrow strt working ^^). Ahhhh, im excited.
Bby is somewhere near my block with his friends, but than im not allowed to go meet him ):
Ok till here!

annnnddddd ;

Happy Birthday ExMalayDancePatner (EMDP) (x

Live life. (:

2010-10-27T19:49:00.002+08:00

Randommm (:

Wokaaay, Todayyy...
Went to accompany Jundah to a maid angency. Wah, saye diggelar Ma'm. ^^
Jundah mcm Mak2 plak. Haha, she went to interview 4 maids. Haha.
Ohh, bhy was with us though. Than lpk, jundah went off.
Me and bhy have fun. Talk, laugh, teasing.
Went off at 6.30. Ibu cooked my all time favourite dish : Ayam sambal. Fuhhhhhh~
Mum cooking is the best. oh yeahhh.
Tmr, BOWLING WITH CIK AYOB. Wooooohoooooo.
Andand, im going sch tmr! Last dayy ahh. Want eat the Food there ^^

; Bhyyyyyy! LoveLoveLove youuuuuuu. Good Luck for yr IPPT test.
Da dpt licence we gooo jln ard Singapore ahh with yr Chervolet. woo

2010-10-26T23:11:00.000+08:00

Koko, ahhhh. my second boyfie (:

Oh yeah, i got a job man. Wooo. Weekends only. nvm. (:
Today met bhy at simei. aft hys jamming.
Waited for An's girlfie at bedok inter. Than proceed.
I was so happy to see bhy, and bhy said i look diff today, dpt compliment dehh, baru jek.
Cair ehh bhy. Hahah! :D
Andand, We proceed to Bedok Mac tgt wif An & girl, Fadhil, Wan, Adam.
They were so kecoh. Haha, funnfunn.
Sat and eat, than we played monopoly deal. I won man! Finally twice in a row.
Ohh yah, standard form jgk. Fadhil pasti kecoh. Hahah.
went of ard 5.20.
Before that, Adam kene kutok + maki by the boys bcos of hys keselengeran. Hahah.
Rabak jgk dher kene, pdn muke kaw. Haha, slenger
Me and bhy talked alot in the bus. Laugh2. Super Fun.
Reached hg, lepak awhile and we're offf.
At night, standard.. Collect tabong di masjid kecintaan saye; Al-ISTIQAMAH <3>

2010-10-25T09:48:00.002+08:00

Gambar Akif, legend! haha. cuteee kan (:

Its, 9.50am. woo, meeting bby later at Kembangan lpk with hys frends.
Ohh, and someone want to challenge me Monopoly Deal... its Fad Kidal (x
Must wait for bro to come back home frm werk den i cn go out.
Alone at home -.-.
Facebook wall kecoh wif I love Nurul izzati and Saiful Nizal thingy. Cute Kn ^^
Ok, i shall go siap2 nw.
My mum say i VERY FAT ): . Hahaha, nvm im healthy :P
Tc readers.

I love Joko Aris a.ka Adam Lambert -.-
Bnyk2 yg lgy hansem2, adam lambert jgk. haiya. hahah!

2010-10-17T21:22:00.002+08:00

Alex Pettyfer! (:
Ahhhh, hawwt right (x.
Hys mine kkay. hahah!

Basically today didnt do much, went for madrasah.
Brother fetched and send me home. i love hym (:
Problems with my family, are basically settle. we talk things out ^^
Ohh yah, at 5 just now. i went JOGGING! haha. bhy is proud of me. hahaha!
Tmr, graduation day. im sad ):
Meeting bhy after movie with frends at vivo ^^

2010-10-17T00:02:00.002+08:00

AHHHH, hawt eh? ohhhh, i lovelove hys song (:

Today, went to sch.
Yeah, SCHOOL! help cikgu zuraidah with some work than off to pizza hut.
Full gyler ahh, heeeeh.
Ohh, and than! me and bhy went bowling again. hahah!
Couple gyler bowling, and wanna noe wad? i win! 2-1 ((:
heeeeeeehss (:
Lepak awhile then went home, Abg andy and family came over.
And theres Nabilaaah (: i lovelove her. Cuttteeee.
Ok bye!

2010-10-15T23:32:00.002+08:00

Yes, i love boyfie ALOT (:

Lyke what is at my facebook status, problem after problem(s).
i dont understand why people cannot mind their own problem. haisss!
Have been crying ALOT this 2 days. None to share my problems with only Joko Aris.
Yes, bhy has always been there for me (": Thanks.

Today, went to sch not knowing i will laugh so hard during Social studies (x
Aft sch, went to meet bhy at bowling but ended up can only play aft 4.30.
So me and bhy went slacking, yes. i really cried infront of bhy. ahhhh )':
Problems shared, bhy calmed me down. hais.
Afterwhich, went bowling wif cik ayob. got to know a few new frends (:
ok till here.
tmr, helping cikgu zuraidah. ahhhm mkn FREEE (x

2010-10-15T01:31:00.002+08:00

before i sleep, i wanna say things out here.

Firstly, i fucking swear i want to work.
I cant barely stay at home all day with mom being so attitude to me!
Argh! fark life sia, seriously.
Mum behaving so weird this days. talking on the phone all day long, with her friends all.
I just went home, and there she goes. Nag Nag NAG!
Like common la, whatever i say, she doesnt seems to care anymore.
SEEEEEE! i dont noe what has got into her.
I dont want to be rude, and therefore i just kept silent. and i mean, really really silent!
I asked for MY money, NICELY. and there she goes, ungkit segale ape yg blh diungkit oleh dier!
She talked about my bill, i dont noe how to save money all.
YaYaYa! Abg is always good in her eyes, abg tengking she close one eye, reason : abg will say sorry after dat. WTF?! I said sorry i dont even think she cares la.
Yahhhh, abg very good. sume abg la. im always no good to her eyes now. i mean NOW.
When she want something, there she goes ; baik2 bbl. den if i dont want there she goes AGAIN. Showing her attitude FACE. walaowei.
I want to work, from morning until night. i dont care already.
She says ; aku diam2, kaw makin menjadi2.
Eyhhh, wth la sia!
Argh! i mean, is it wrong for me to go out? enjoy life. Nlvls over la kkay. i noe my limit la. i dont party, i dont drink. i went out with the people u know MUM.
pfft, how i wish she could actually noe how to use this laptop and check than read this up!
im going 16! bloody 16, im a grown up. Talk to me nicely laaaa. helooo!!!
Nag, Shout. do u think thats the way? omg ure wrong la.
Talk nicely, UNDERSTAND MEEEE!
What a day to start off, i dont care ah seriously.
Whatever she want to say, i will go out and will be going home late tmr.
Irritating, duduk kan rumah pon ape leh buat?
Balik sume da buat, rumah da sapu, masak pon da masak. nk kemas, sume da kemas.
Abeyh tk buat. bising2. swei btol. Nk buat camne? sume da buat pe?!
Wth laaaaa. arghh! Irritating la serious.
And i swear the way she treats me now, very different. she change, i will too.
Respect tetap respect, buat bdh jek ah kan. nk lwn balik kurangajar, menyakitkan hati jek buat ape? btol. argh!

Ayah?
My dad lgy best. doesnt care about all this small matter. u want to talk, do it when im in a good mood. that is hym. do whatever u want, but u must noe yr limits.

2010-10-14T20:50:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday JUNDAH !
really hope she enjoyed the suprised celebration we had for her (:
Thanks to izzati, aisha and bhy for making it happen.
Ahhhh! i love 4 of u people so so so much ((:
Nothing much to say, but eveything goes as planned and i swear it was FUN!
ohhkay, tmr im coming to sch.
playing bowling, part 2 of Jundah's celebration ((: ahhhh.
okkkaye till here.
bby, i love u (:

JELUTONG!

2010-10-13T19:23:00.002+08:00

Ahhhhhh. my boncet boyfie! haha.

Ohhh yahh, me, izzati and jundah went to sch today and im so proud to say ITS BORING.
Mcm famous gytu, teachers came saying ; WAH, u three come ah. goood ah.
BUT, halfway me and izzati cabot. mendaks nak mampos.
Went hg mall wif izzati and met aisha and we went MAC.
Was having a tiff with bby that time. was veryVeryVERY angry with hym.
But alhamdullilah, everything settled.
Me and JELUTONG played bowing, one game. MENANG LAGI.
O; , who is jeluton? alahhh! tkkan tk tawu. PAPAN lah. pfft.
HAHAHAHA, jelutong is izzatismall/ izzatismall is a jelutong. (x *joking*
kkay, den met up wif bhy, settle things.
Ohhh! and someone said goodbye and someone asked for chocolate. ahaha!
Den bby, adam, farah went tamp. in the mrt met up wif syafiq and her matair ah.
Walked2 around, went to accompany syafiq and bby to find a job.
Apply den we lpk, went home at 6.30 (:
kkay! i love JOKOARIS! :D

2010-10-12T20:13:00.001+08:00

Heloo. i love my boyfriend ALOT (: .
One year and 10 days together, with NO breakups.
ahhh~ time flies.
ibu suke bby, tk abes2 tnye psl dier. irrtating much.
haha. kay dats aloot (:

2010-10-12T19:15:00.003+08:00

FIRSTLY, AISHA TOLONG AKU! I WANNT CHANGE BLOG SKIN (: . hahah

okayokay. lets begin, today went for bowling wif bby frend and my girlfs.
kecoh kecoh jgk. menang menang jgk. HAHAHAH (x
niek sume bby yg ajar, *bangge pabila menang sesuatu*
total of 11 people. yg laki2 lain. bubble plus werld lah. STANDARD deviation. xD
Tmr me and girlfs nk go sch. saje2 for fun. recess jek alek ah. hahah!
bsk i want fetch bby. ((:
ok dats all.

2010-10-11T20:22:00.003+08:00

HELLO BLOG!

Hahah, im back. happy or not? hahah.
Eyh! wa punya N lvl sudah abes weyh. skg gua blh enjoy wey.
Tgh tggu result weyh. manyak menghrap gua naik sec 5. aiyoooma.
HAHAH! kkay D&T last paper. Hall very hot siol. Kepanasan.
Ahhhhhh, Tmr bowling. ribut. around 15 plus ppl gooing. mangkuk.
Bby's frend and mine. wahhh best lahh :D. hahah!
kkay, will blog abt tmr :D

2010-09-06T19:53:00.002+08:00

Hello.
Had Malay N'lvl paper just now.
Paper one was okay la, last2 minit nk melapaskan hajat, mengigil aku satu badan!
Lencah kadok pnye seyh buat. Da abes, dismiss fast game pnye gy toilet. hahah!
Paper 2, okay ah. Insyallah A1, nk seyh dpt 1. woooo~ apa guna kite jadi org melayu kalaw fail melayu? :D
Aft everything, bby fetch me.
We are going bowling with his friends (:
Ohh! and kte terjumpe E63, happy gyler matair aku tu. so kte akan share2 la kan (:
Colour putih, lawa bebeh!
81 to central, walk2 . than bby bingit dgn kwn die. den saye sbagai matair yg baik memujuk2 nye sape dier okay.
So met with the rest at ehub, there was Is counter pounder, arif and syafiq.
Played 2 rounds, i won both! :D , unexpected pe bhy? :P. niek champion la kay? hahah.
Walk around ehub, went whitesand arif cut hair then faiz came.
Walk, then bby sent me home (:
Okay, i had so much fun laughing today. Love you bhy for everything ^^

2010-09-01T20:38:00.002+08:00

Hi.
Today no school. Best.
Meet bhy at 3 plus. Went kembangan lpk wif an and fadhil.
As usual, laugh alottt.
Went off at 5.30.
Me and bhy got our own dress code ; Grey Tshirt plus black jeans.
Great day (:
Love you. tmr 11 months :D

I miss atuk, alot.

2010-08-19T23:05:00.002+08:00

Heyloo.
School was normal. Had some motivitional talk and we were shown a video.
I tell you, i almost cried. ALMOST! Really touched my heart.
I had a great 1 hour of sleep during history. Ohh, andand! i passed my CHEMISTRY.
Well, it was so unexpected. :DD, me and B jiwe eyhh ^^
Aft sch, went Kembangan met bhy (:
Went Grandlink, karaoke. But than, cannot enter using school uniform anymore -.-'
Luckily, bhy brought his top man shirt.. And i wore it! for godness sake, im so ashamed x.X
Singsing like nobody busniess, fun i tell you. shout here and there.
aft 2 hours of singing, i went to the toilet to change.
And than we headed home. board the bus 43.
At night, went terawih with bhy and An. Met Kak Sue, sembahyang together2 (:
Fun day with bhy ((: . Thankiew soo muccch. Lovelove you

2010-08-18T20:53:00.002+08:00

Hey, suddenly i have the urge to update.
So heloo.

Slamat berpuasa kepade yg berpuasa.
Prelims are over, got back Maths and physics Otas only.
Maths? haha, no comment.
School was so empty just now, lessons are boring-.-.
Okay, dats all.
I love JokoAris <3 :D

2010-08-02T20:22:00.001+08:00

Happy 10 monthsary, love (:
hehs, love yooooouu.

hehs, dnt artefact is finally done! woooohoo(:
okay bye.

2010-07-29T21:30:00.002+08:00

Hi dead blog, i love you (:

School ends early today, rushed down kembangan met bhy since we're going jamming.
Reached, saw bhy crossing the road wif Afie.
Lepak awhile while waiting for others.
Bhy received a call and we went to the bustop, there were Dan, An, Adam, Erul.
28 to tamp, in the bus.. VERY KECOH!
Alight near afghan, slack awhile... wait for Hadi.
Went in, jam. I dunnoe but today seems so boring-.-
Finish, went seperate ways. Wan and Fadil came. blablabla.
Went Hougang wif bhy, we both slept in the bus throughout the journey.
Slacked, eat and theres a cat that entertain us. funfun.
Bhy sent me home, some misunderstanding wif hym. fightfightfight!-.-
Everything settle, bt i really got no mood now.
Tmr school starts at 9.10, end at 11. lgy bgs tkyah skola.
Excited for the Esplanade thingy! woooooooo. bye

2010-07-23T21:35:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to : RAUZAN & ACIK KECIK (:

School was pathetic, with just 2 periods. haha, one malay another one chemistry.
Got back Alkenes and Fuels test, passed(: alhamdullilah. heh!
And2 teachers puji me and B da bnyk improve ehh Izzati! ^^
Mesti ah proud, hah(:
After school Izzati and Jundah went my crib since arnold open late.
Then at 11.30 went arnold, ate like the picture above. nice!
den went jundah crib.
Both did a video, they dance. hahah! wanna see, come find me.
Jundah dance irritating! haha, didnt meet bhy today ):
Haish, cya tmr syg. missing youuuuuuu.?
Going sch tmr!

2010-07-22T20:54:00.000+08:00

HeyHey!
Im back(:. blg pon mcm la ader org bace eh.
Hah! So school was basically normal.
Sulaiman and me is very close now. Shared alot of things. Best GUYFRIEND(:
After school went Kembangan, as usual lpk with Adam & Gf, An & Gf, Afie, Dan, BHY<3
Played this idk what the game is call, Fun! Kecoh lyke always.
Went home wif bhy and An.
Tmr eating Arnold ((:.
Tmr sch finish at 9.30, gerek pe! haha. 2 pathatic periods ONLY!
Malay and Chem.

2010-07-12T02:33:00.004+08:00

Im inmatured, im childish. im a sial.
aku suke tudoh2, aku suke bbl bende sblm fikir. aku tk gune.
Sume aku, jgn berkwn dgn aku. aku tk gune, aku tk tawu nk appreciate ppl kindness.
aku prangai mcm sundal. aku tk tawu nak respect org.
aku ppm yg krg tkkan nk kwn. aku boring orgnyer.
aku tk understand org.
Tiap kali kne mrh, tiap kali mesti gadoh.
tpi nk buat mcm mane? aku da mcm gni kan )":
Sape ckp aku tk syg krg, aku syg krg.
aah, aku pengecot skali smpai kne maki taw.
Sape nk diri dier mcm gnik. aku try nk berubah, tpi tk blh.
org tk phm aku, aku bersalah. mmg aku bersalah.
ramai org tk suke aku skrg, aku akn berubah. tgk aje..
tkde org tahu masalah aku sebenar, nak tau marah jek kan):
aku tk tawu dgn sape nk share problem? aku da bnyk menyusahkan joko.
ksian dier, so tkpe la. aku simpan jeq prasaan aku.
aku sedih taw, sedih sngt kne mrh. nari aku kne mrh dari bnyk org taw )':
sedih kan hidop, parents mrh2, nenek bising2 ngn aku. abg aku jek la harapan aku kan.
tkde orrg ckp gnik ngn aku, tpi aku realise sendiri la.
korang nk benci aku ke ape, tkpe la.
kalau aku tk hidop kn bgos, aku tk menyusahkan hidop2 krg eh.
tkmo blg mak bapak aku la, aku tknk susah kn drg.
yg prangai buruk aku, bkn drg. jgn sentuh mak bapak aku punye nama pon la kay.
krg blh ckp aku merepek ah, tpi ni ape aku rase.

and lagy satu, aku nk mintak maaf pade Fareha.
aku da malukan die, aku buruk2kan name dier.
aku jeles psl aku syg dier sngt. bukan aku tknk dier bahagia... tpi..
aku da ckp, aku sial. aku tk tawu la knape dgn aku niek kan.
aku nk mintak maaf ngn dher, aku pengecot tu sbb wen dier kol aku mrh2, aku tk bbl.
aku da bnyk dissapoint dier, aku nk mintak maaaf.
aku pon tknk mcm gnik taw. just believe in karma dear..
ape aku da buat kt fareha, akn terjadi kat aku jgk. so dont worry kay fareha? i will get to feel what you are feeling now.
tdi dher kol aku tawu. dier bingit sngt dgn prangai aku..
abeyh tu dher mrh2 aku. abeyh aku nangis smpai tk blh bbl.
aku pon smpai tk terbbl seyh, again aku keep it to myself..
gembeng eh aku? ahh, aku realise aku tk strong. aku realise aku merepek.
aku nk mintak maaf kt fareha, aku da tknk gadoh lgy la dgn dier. aku syg dher.
asl aku bodoh sngt gy dlete dher kt fb? -.-
aku bodoh gy buat ngn dher mcm gtu, aku menyesal.
harap2 dher maafkan aku la, tknk tkpe. aku deserve it.
aku nk start anew, tpi sape nk strt anew ngn ppm sundal mcm aku?
ok da, itu ajeq la aku nk ckp kt fareha.
aku nk mintak maaf kat Kak Su, Abg Jai, Long Asmah, Firdaus, Fareha, Hidayah, Lela, Cik alel, Cik kam. )"""";

2010-07-12T02:21:00.002+08:00

Problems , Problems , Problem , Problems , Problems ~

2010-07-10T14:34:00.002+08:00

SEE how wonderful life is, actually..

Bored!
Meeting Bhy later, hys teaching me ARAB for tmr madrasah oral exam.
TMOI will have our presentation next week, excited! Good luck TenMalayOneIndian.
Had fun doing all the things together, klakar abes.
Shall start siap-ing now. Tv=c!

2010-07-09T23:27:00.003+08:00

HeyLooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!
satu budak manyak irritating ah kt skolah-.- mintak kne kedush!
Tkpeeee, SABAR! heeh :D
Aziq pon same! hahah, ckp org sombong.
Kte tgk sapa sombong skrg ehhh.
D&T, cik ayob lyn bdk cine jeq ): jeles ah, tk bergerak project aku.
Mkn Mac ngn bhy, best moments.
bhy! i nk gy skola bwk bantal psl cikgu suroh. hahaahh!
ok da, fullstop.

2010-07-08T20:45:00.002+08:00

wooo! hi, i love the guy BELOW ((:

Okay, Today was awesome!
Sch was normal, CHEMISTRY SUCKS! really. Nothing seems to get into my head wen that teacher is teaching. Irritating much.
History, theres a test. open book test. conferm pass. slept for 20 mins after doing so.
Woke up that 3 guys, satu2 kne kejot 3 kali baru bgn -.-!
Lyke said, went Kembangan wif Jundah. Met bhy, Sent Jundah at the bustop.
Bhy sebok carik An and Saufi, i met SAUFI! lyke finally :DD
Bhy da give up. So bhy, adam and me went our usual place.
Mkn maggie ngn bhy(:
Kecoh sngt tggukn drg due. Fadhil joined. Few minutes An and Saufi came.
Saufi tegor, bagos tk sombong. haha.
Had lots of fun playing Uno, kecohhh.
Jundah joined after her tuition, Saufi alek.
So is left wif 6, kecoh kutok psal seseorang. hahah!
gerak at 6.15.
25 den 325 to hougang green, ibu suroh beli watermelon-.-
Joke alot in the bus.
Tireddddddd.
BHY ! I LOVELOVE YOU!!!!

2010-07-07T20:26:00.002+08:00

i dreamt of her, yes her. Kak Nuris(:
but i forgot what the dream about-.-! ryndu sngt ^^
School was normal, jundah made breakfast for US.
Niceeeeee~
Recess assembly was the best! Mr teo showed us Uruguay and Holland match.
& when theres a Goal everyone shouts GOOAAALL (: *kecoh*
Met bhy aft sch, go mkn, go nganji, go lepak.
Tmr coming down Kembangan :DD.
Ok bye, love you ppl ^^

; its never to late to change.

2010-07-05T22:51:00.001+08:00

Ok Best.
My blog is nice ^^. Thanks to Aisha!
Ohh, tmr TWO period of ENGLISH -.-
bye.

2010-07-02T21:25:00.000+08:00

Happy 9 Monthsary sayang! hehs^^
sungguh lamer bersame. syg you ((:

Ohh , i fetched bhy from sch since i finish earlier.
Went downtown wif an and hys gf.
Only me and bhy went burger king, bhy blanje(:
Then he took out something frm hys beg, den he gave me. aww~
For 9 months, i didnt want to open it at ferst but den... i opened it.
:DD nampak bear, CAREBEAR. Cute taw(: dher pkai hook, ader heartshape & letter.
Sweet taw ape bhy tulis kt dlm tuu((:
Den we went Pasir Ris Park jpme drg due. It was raining,share umbrella, sweet~
den we saw ALOT of worms.
Geli! panjang2 plak tu. Merah. wahh! hahah

We sat at one pondok since its raining.
Ohh beautiful, siitting by the beach, awesome!
Then An and hys gerl gerak dlu.. Waited for the rain to stop, went home den bhy spotted smtg
FROG TGH MAIN!!!! hahahaaha. pictures above!
Took cab. Awesome celebration, lots of laughters :D
I love youuu bhy!

2010-06-30T21:21:00.003+08:00

Adli Ridwan (:
Cute eyh ank aku? biasa jgk ^^

Many things happen today, hah!
Nw no mood, bhy is not answering my call ): . hys been smoking since just now.
Im worried, im sorry bhy. but its just a sudden feeling ):
Thanks alot for the memories!
Currently chatting wif Nizar, Aciik and Fareha.
Thanks alot Fareha (':
Aciik asked me to hear the song he recoreded.
Nice okaye!
Go hear ppl , type dis at youtube . Ulang Tahun-Aciik

2010-06-29T21:39:00.000+08:00

HeyHey!
Today sch was BORING, im starting to HATE school like seriously!!-.-
2 periods of English was unbearable, izzati and me terkebil2.
i slept for 30 mins, wah best! didnt pay attention to MR CHIA lesson.
Mr Singh irritating ah, serious. haha.
Aft sch go bedok wif jundah and Man met bhy.
Mkn Mac, buy asap back to Hougang wif bhy and man.
Lpk2 awhile, Man went home.
den bhy ckp i gemok, mcm siak ):
Jotos kang, sedih ah. tpi tkpe ah, dher syg aku. cheyy ^^
I mendak, krg mendak?
Currently chatting wif IDAFIH, dher irritating. haha.
okaye slmat!

2010-06-28T20:46:00.003+08:00

muke itating, aku tawu. haha!

HEYLOOOOOO PEOPLEEE (:
I laughed alot today, haha! excited mybe? ferst day of sch wad ^^
Met bhy aft sch, da due hari tk jmpe oi. bhy blanje mkn.
Bhy i love you :D

AYUZ ! bekk relink ayuz soon okay? we miss you too(: and thanks for the wish :D
AZLEEN ! hahah! tk ingt plak? citekn alekkk plsss

Ok, abg suap aku mkn tdy! sweet tk sweet. penuh plak tu. kay dah!

2010-06-23T22:01:00.002+08:00

i got some pichas to post , bt lazy .
D&T practical is becoming very very fun :DD
im bored -.-
bhy ! bsok badminton taw ' dont u forget . heeeeeh !
kay da cukop sudah post untk nari .

2010-06-22T21:23:00.002+08:00

aku mendak ! so aku update :D
Apa khabar semuanya ? haha .
mendaaaaakkkkk . bhy , i miss you ;D
went lepaking at kembangan . ader due pompuan sombong plus action i tell u ! heeeeehs .
"kawan" baru . pfft -.-
my D&T is in good process ! wooohoooo . love those painting i did just now .
Me , jundah , izzati and quraisyah have started on our practical . ^^) bestbest .
kay da , bsk update lagy ah .
i MISS ARWAH ATUK ): .

; IzzatiSyg ! u dont sucks in this love thingy okay . cume lelaki jek yg SIAK tk tawu hargai kaw . :D cheer up , i noe ure sad .

2010-06-02T20:57:00.002+08:00

Have been crying since just now . haiya )': .
Worst Monthsary ever , its not totally bby's fault .
it was mine somehow .
Ignoring each other fr the moment , hais ..

Ibu bought KoKo a new house , how sweet . its BIG .
KoKo excited . running here and there .
Had lunch wif B den somehow Weijie , Darren , Umar & Sulaiman join .
Met bhy , went pasir ris town park wif sulaiman .
Both boys trying to catch lizard -.- .
Ngaji , lpk and cried infront of bby . damn upset and dissapointed )':
i shall not say much .
bhy , imy and i still love you . hope you are alright .

2010-06-01T23:01:00.003+08:00

hey (: .

Today history remedial was -.- . haha !
Didnt learn a single thing .
Aft sch went Kembangan , met bby and frends ~
Lpk , joke . great tyme wif bhy :D .
Ate 2 cup noodles wif bhy .bhy dpt rkk lobang bru . happy sungguh eyhk .
IzzatiSYG text , shock abes . Cheer up syg ! i love you :D . u still gt me ! ader lgy yg bgs2 ahk !!
Im bored , brother werking . no one to entertain me ): .
Hungry , bt no appetite .
Tmr sch again , better den sitting at home . meeting bhy !
kay slamat !
bhy ; I ..... LoVE youuu ^^)

2010-05-27T21:06:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 19Th BIRTHDAY BHY (: !
Semoga dipnjangkn umur dan dimurahkan rezeki dan di2 yg lain kay :D
Hope u like the present , cake and the suprise :D . ily

i miss bhy ): .
tmr going BATAM , woo ~ .
excited to meet dearest cousin , terutama kali ! EPUL .
hehs . kay take care .

2010-05-24T21:04:00.003+08:00

Ohh , heyloo :D

School was normal had maths den ICT den recess den ITE talk .
Mr jali showed the marks for 4Na , rabak or wd . didnt meet expectations and hys super angry .
Saying 4NT have to werk extra hard so dat blabla -.-!
After sch went pasar mlm wif Izzati , walked pass kovan and bought my favourite sayur2 .
Pasar malam bought bandung and sent izzati to bustop .
hah ! bhy is werking so tk jmpe , tmr too ): . mendak uyh alek siang .
suprisingly i reached home at 2.30 , siang pe . haha .
i miss bhy )': . hehs .
tc people !

2010-05-20T21:07:00.004+08:00

for u dear .

JOKO ARIS , it been a pleasure to have u in my life now for the past 7months plus . in fact being wif u is all i have been looking forward everyday . meeting u almost everyday never bore me , honestly . don't leave me bcos now i really cant live without you . u changed , for me , for the sake of our relationship and dat makes me love u more . time spent together was awesome , u never noe how much it meant to me . i treasured each and every time wif u . i asked for a break once/twice but you cried badly not wanting to let go . i realised how much u love me and ure not playing wif the love we had . and therefore , i'll hold on to this , to this love we built for 7months plus . promise
! im sorry for everything i've done , be it small , big , thin , fat , deep . things that i have said dat hurt u badly even if its not badly , im soo sorry ! u have once changed , remember ? and i prefer the old u . u heard , u listen , u speak , u cried and blame yrself after wad i have let out . and u were trying very hard to changed back to the old u . and i can feel and see the changes now in you . im soo glad , its all thanks to you . Thanks for being my pillar of strength , the person i would complain , and seek advise from , being the greatest boyfrend , frend , bestfrend , husband to me . it takes both parties to co-operate :D . and yah , we have reached dis far .
7months plus is not awhile . memories and moments were treasured (: . i dont care how much money u have in yr wallet . i dont need present , its not important . wads the most important thing is yr love for me , its priceless . ure mine and im yours , 021009 will always be the best day for us .
going trough the obstacles , arguements , misunderstandings , cries , ups and down in our relationship was actually the things dat made me love u more each time . please , dont leave me because u're irreplacable . u're different from others and dat makes u special and ily alot .
i see the future wif u , make me yr wife kay bhy ? i loveeeee youuu ! :'DDDDD

2010-05-20T20:37:00.002+08:00

Halo ! :D

im bored . abg is soo irritating ! haha .
His trying to make me laugh , but i have to control . but i can't and yah i laughed -.- .
Results is ok i guess ? improve in some subjects . Science pass , like finally :D . humans , 5 more marks . but improvment eyh . Malay marks dropped ): . the rest 50 plus
Idk but i kinda not in the mood to text bhy . im sorry ): . ily .
Bhy fetched , went to take my specs . Den went arnold wif jundah .
Lpk , laughed alot . and bby planned to kahwin kt atas carpark and alot more ahh .
ridiculous , bt it sounds interesting ^^)
I cant wait for 14 june ! OVERNIGHT WALK wif my class .
Mum's really hoping dat i would go sec5 , and to not dissapoint her ... I WIll WORK VERY HARD . (A promise to myself )
Going out wif Fareha tmr , shopping ahh ! ^.^
cya tmr cousin, ilyilyily !
tc !

2010-05-15T15:18:00.002+08:00

Hey , im bored . are you ?

Hah , bby is working and im so bored here .
IPMAN2 was great (: , random but true .
I broke my parents bed , violent eyh ! hahaha ! I wonder how ayah will reacts when he gets home .
The incident was hillarious . gemok sngt aku ;X
Ohh and yah , brother and ibu kept saying im FAT . ):
Well , its truueee . hahahah ! i will be much thinner by the end of this month
Jogging anyone ?? ^.^
Or anyone wants my fat ? i got plenty of dem . woo .
I think bby and abg needs fats . both are equally thin . fark im jealous .
Haha , gemok2 pon ader org syg . soo i think being gemok pon okay ah ? haha .
Kay im random bcos im boreddddd !
eyh bhy , aku ryndu kaw :DDD
bye !

2010-05-13T22:48:00.002+08:00

FINALLY , Mid year is over .
D&T paper was difficult . ):
Went cycling in the rain wif Jundah , Rachel & Joanna .
Fun uyh !
Hougang -> Sengkang -> Hougang -> Amk Hub -> Macdonals -> Rachel crib -> Lpk
Its a very unlucky day for us , haha .
Each got their own bad luck just now , but mine was the worst . -.- .
Cycle from 12.30 till 5 .
Hahah , Damn tired and my butt is hurting ):
Met bby awhile , tmr eating LJS . cant wait .

im soo sorry , remember ily ONLY ; Joko Aris )":

2010-05-12T21:01:00.002+08:00

Today Physics paper was manageable , alhamdullilah (: .
Went jamming again wif lutfi and bby . gerekk !
thanks alot bhy for the teaching (:
Went ngaji , Ustaz da lain . best .
Bby waited for me , thanks again ! :D ily .
Tmr last paper , woo ~ . D&T (:
Tc

2010-05-11T20:55:00.002+08:00

HeyHey .
Firstly i would like to thank Ibu for buying me the phone that i have wanted .
Thanks alott ibu , ily ! tk belikan ttp ily . (: !
Damn excited , and bby is jealous :P . heeehs .
Had Maths Paper 2 today , and it was %&^$#@!)*^ ! it was SOO difficult , unmanageable .
Sure i fail . wadever it is , its over .
ANDD ... i had fun today (: .
Aft sch met bby . Off to tamp , gy mkn den walked around Tampines Mall .
Took bus to afghanistan ? met syafiq and arif .
Went Jamming , but before dat waited for luthfi .
Maen lagu2 jiwang , bby bingit jek :P .
Fun ahh ! Ader kwn main guitar lagu jiwang2 samer2 (:
MAYBE goin again tmr , i wanna hit those drum . bhy ajar i kay ? heeh .
Dats all , tmr physics ! woo favourite (:
I shall start studying kalaw tk bby bising -.-"
Okays , take care readers (:

2010-05-08T14:11:00.002+08:00

Cambodia ): . how i miss that place ! Izzati kte migrate sane , nk ? :D
Thats Ang Kor Wat , i still remember that horse . hehh .
Well Yesterday went City Hall wif bby , farah , wani , atihah and adam .
Its fun yet tiring . Girlfs went cycling without me ): .
heh , Today rot at home and study . Monday is Chemistry -.='
Bby is working . and im bored here .
idk where to start on wif Chem . pfft !
Currently chatting wif Sulaiman and texting bby .
i shall start studying now , take care peoplesss :D

; i lovelove bby (:

2010-05-04T17:38:00.002+08:00

cute eyh ? heeh ! drawing by izzatiSyg (: . thanks btw .
Today was okay laaa , basically during P.E we form our group name .
Its TMOI ( Ten Malay One Indian ) . Awesome name eyh ?! hahah !
Aft sch , went to get what im craving for ; Hot & Spicy shake fries . ^^
Den went to meet bby . heh ! another great time together although its awhile only .
Im gonna get studying , farking stresss ! pfft ~
Tc readers , assalamualaiikum !

And , Joko Aris is mine (:

2010-05-03T19:35:00.002+08:00

Firstly , happy belated 7 monthsary LOVE (:
i lovelove youuuu :D

Life have been great with bby changing back to hys old self .
Thanks dear ! its been 7 months of ups and down and we've been going strong .
Thanks alot too for changing to yr old self . heee , i love you VERY muchh (:

Well , i passed the Chem test i post abt previously . JUST PASS and im soo proud .
Why ? bcos i have never passed chem . woo ~
Today met bby , its been 2 days of not meeting each other and i miss hym loads .
Had a really great day today ^^) . thanks alot dearest .
have to start studying , i think im gonna ; burn the midnight oil .
K dats all ahh . updated eyh biee (: .
Take care peoples .
i love JOKOARIS !

2010-04-29T21:19:00.002+08:00

HeyHey , boredd -.-
Been rather busy , so theres not time to update , however i miss updating :D .
Exams has started , and chemistry is driving me crazy . ):
Will be getting back chemistry class test tmr , i think i did badly .
i hate wen chemistry has to combine class , i cant understand a single thing .
Ohh and yah ! i have been very addictive to playing UNO and Hot & Spicy shaker fries .
Funnnnnnnnn okayeeeeeee bby ! pfft ~
today , trn kembangan . thought farah would be there , but shes not .
Instead played UNO wif bby , erol , an , fad and luthfi . Woo ~ ader member main uno .
Shal update tmr , PROMISE . heh !
Met bby 4 days straight , happyhappy (:
kay ahh , till here lahh kay . TC .

psst ; i love Joko Aris (:

2010-04-18T20:52:00.002+08:00

HeyHey .
Its been soo long since i bloggg ~ .
Well , life has been great (:
This week , everyday jmpe bby . tk ke gerek ! ^^)

Today , went for jemputan . kakak ipar wannabe pnye side .
Makan2 sume sdap2 oi ! hehhs .
Headed home wif abg . changed and met bby and hys frend .
Lpk + blajar wif them . adam , dan and An copy homework bby jek -.-"
Mendak , main badminton . kecoh sngtsngt !
Bby ! i menang u taw weyh ! :D . bangge sngt2 nieekk .
Went home at 7 , hujan . sejukkk !
Abg and i nyanyi2 , hujan makin lebat . wooohooo ~
Bsk skolah , recess cnfrm best ahh . ader lauk favourite ; asam pedas ikan pari & lauk lemak kobes . poweerr !
kayy ahh . Tc ohh !

Love . Love . Love . Love . Love bby sooooo muchhhh !!
thanks alot for the great day just now . ^.^

2010-04-13T13:28:00.002+08:00

Mendak ah !

Currently at dNt room , aircon . woo sejuk ~
Otak blank abess nk kne bwat ape . i miss bby ): .
Mood swinging uyh now , haish .
Kay bye , update more later . slamat !

eyh krg , da bace tag uyh ): . sedih laaa tagboard mampos . haissss !

2010-04-12T01:53:00.000+08:00

Bored (: .

Happy 18th month NURAYUZ (: last long . ily both ^^

Blog dead eyhh ? haaaah !
Had graduating class photo taken today , damn boring i tell yu my class .
NO props , stupid FT inform last min . Asshole !
Bt still had a group photo wif the malays in class (: awesomeeee ~
Aft sch , went slacking wif Girlfs , bby and hys frend . gereeeekk :D
And i know izzatiSYG was upset . u cant hide it from me b .
whatever it is , i hope JOKO cheered u up somehow alritee ? ((: .LY .
Went home at 6.30 , bath and went to sleep till 12.25am .
And now , i cant sleep 0.O .
Bby bgn , tydo , bgn , tydo . cute or wad . nk temankn peh psal .
Wooo ~ i lovelovelove ; JokoAris , Izzati , Jundah , Shai ! (:
Special people in life , treasure them :D

2010-04-07T21:14:00.002+08:00

OI ! hahah ! .
Im bored -.- . SYF just a few days away , woo ~
Today sectionals were DAMN tiring . and i was getting damn fustrated .
TUBA is not light people ! but nevermind , MUST & NEED to endure . blh punyaaa lah !
Woo ~ today kecoh laaa ! wont talk much ah ey .
Currently chatting wif Mat Nor , Farhan and Kak Nuris , imy kak .
and , i love bby ! ((:

IzzatiSYG ! of cos i want the best for you , i'll try my very best to make and help you to be happy wif yr current R/S . Believe in yrself orite , i admire yr positive attitude , be happy aite !

Kak ! cheer up tawwww , i wanna meet you , pls , pls !

2010-04-02T01:05:00.000+08:00

Ahh bie ! aku ryndu kaw . heeee , HAPPY 6 MONTHSARY eyh (: . ilysvdbfm
ohh today cousin bnyk dtg . heeh .
Auntie's mee rebus is superb ! yummy ~
Fareha and family came , heh .
Went Arnold wif Fareha for dinner , woo .
Our boyfrends tron hougang , den we lepak2 ahh until 9.45pm .
Finally bby met abg aiman . YA ALLAH . hahah ^^u noe i noe eyh fareha .
Atuk fell again ): . Pity hym seyhhh .
Hais , get well soon pls atuk . ily :D .
Dats all , tmr band prac 9am till 9pm . longggg hours eyh ? but its FUN ! ((: .
Arif called suroh meet dlu , u better not be late u ASS ! we are the world btol . hahaha !
Tc sudah ppl

GEREK ~

2010-04-01T22:03:00.004+08:00

Woo ! today FUN oi .
CME was full of laughters , Mr Chia made the whole class laugh uncontrollably .
Haha , overall lesson was okay except for History . HORRIBLE .

Mr Phoon ; Start now or never . ! (: this is the sentence which makes me wanna studdy .

besides that , borrowed aziq's phone . huahua .
After sch , exchanged phone . Lagu sedap2 eyh (: .
Then played malay scrabble with IzzatiSYG , Q and rachel . Kecohh ahh tu cine . haha !
It was Band , Finished band at 7 . late right ? BECAUSE MF april fooled us ! hahahaha .
Bby fetched together wif jundah and aisha . Bby and Jundah very noisy . hahah .
Lepak awhile and went home . Brother is at home , wooo ~ tk borinng .
At home , texting Jundah , Aziq and Bby (:
Currently chatting wif Ayuz , Ahmad and Bby .
Ahmad ! krangajar eyhk kawww . hahaha ! Da la dpt kosong . bluek :P

2010-03-31T00:21:00.001+08:00

IM SORRRY ABOUT JUST NOW BBY !
YG PENTINGGG , I LOOOOOVEEEEE YOUUU .
Good that we're okaye now .
woooo ~~ . CORBYPRO eyh bby ! hahah .

2010-03-24T22:21:00.005+08:00

When the cock crows up the tree , morning sunrise greeted me .
Say the flowers when they bloom , assalamualaiikum .
As a sign to start a day , with God's blessing all the way .
All the faces shine with bright , with such greeting so delight .
Know my little dainty dear , it's the greeting that we hear .
When we say we pray for peace , For makind we hope it is .
Its the greeting that we say , in our prayer everyday

Today was okay . Study , study , study ! (:
After school , bus-ed 87 to Sk with izzatiDEAR .
Then inside the bus , there's this JC boy sleeping and saliva seen dropping .
disgusting yet funny , hahaha ! {:

Alight , then bus-ed 109 to PR , met bby and train-ed to Kembangan .
Made new frend , Farah . sweet yet adorable , adam punyaaaa eyh ^^)
Damn malu at first , there were adam , farah , mawi , fad and hyrul .
Mawi came mumbling to me something abt Jundah , hahah . jiwangg btol , xD !
Slacked wif adam , farah and bby . Bie , u da tk lonely kan ?? :DDDD
Talk things out , alhamdullilah everything are fine now (: . iloveyoubiee !
5.45 gerak , bby sent me home . thankss alott !
Basically dats all , take care ahh `

Im sorrry ! ):

2010-03-23T23:26:00.003+08:00

; Im sorry bie , i really am !
im sorry that i hurt you . im sorry that i broke my promises . im sorry for asking too much . im sorry to make you wait long hours for me . im sorry for replying to hym . im sorry to make you sad . im sorry to make you angry . im really sorry that im not being a great gerlfrend for you . im sorry im not perfect )':

Today sound check was horrible ): . it was heartbreaking seeing the condition of the band .
Well on the other hand , had P.E and did standing broad jump . Favourite oii ~ . 188cm , :DD
Then it was Maths , teacher went kanchiong all the way . hah !
Dnt , me and shai with confidence went it to the aircon room but at last have to change .
Pfft , the class was all dusty and there's no aircon ): . but well , i did my work . woo ~.
After school went Arnold , makan ayam oii ! [: .the service bloody hell slow .
Waited for my chicken for about 45 minutes -.- .
Had lots of fun with izzati , rachel and jundah . They kept teasing me abt smtg smtg . hahah ! xD
Abg Qayyum came over to my place , i miss hym :DD
Dats all lahhh , take care .

back to school

2010-03-22T23:40:00.003+08:00

Heyhey ! school holidays are OVER . hah ~
Have to focus back to studies people ! cheyy ! -.-
Frc , early in the morning da suay ! tak ke sial . have to sing NATIONAL ANTHEM like thrice .
Got scolded have to get out of the hall , mr chia nag nag nag .
Not me alonee kay , there were ; Sulaiman , Sufi , Shai , Izzati , Rachel , Fariddon .
Hah ! after school was great . while waiting for band to start , sat at the canteen .
Laugh and eat alot kan b ! haahh !
Thanks IzzatiSYG for the teman-ing . woo ~
Sectionals was okay laa .
Again bby fetched , told ya mataer aku niekk freee ~

Tomorrow 6.45AM have to fall in , -.- ! Siang or siang seyhh .
andd2 , after sch tmr . mkn ARNOLD babe , wooooo ~

ohhh yah ! HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY RACHEL TAN LI ZHEN !
live long , may u lead a happy life ~ woo

hey !

2010-03-21T13:20:00.002+08:00

haaaaah ! bored la today -.-
didnt want to go out , penat oi ari2 kuar !
so being a goodgerl today , i wont go out (:

yesterday was band , den in the evening went for SATOSHI YAGISAWA concert .
haaa , tk knal kn sape ? :P
overall was okay la , songs played was nice .
before going home , had dinner wif parents at Mac . woo ~

currently texting bby , due2 mendak . heeh .
Nari ader match baik punye ! ManU lwn Liverpool . wooooohoooo

NOTHING BUT UNITED , cheeyy mcm paham ! heehs

dah update !

2010-03-19T19:58:00.002+08:00

Sape tk syg matair kan ? hahah !

Soriwe uyh tk update , heeee {: . Bussyy .
today , Band+SS remedial . Had FREE pizza for lunch today ^^) thankiew Ms Lan .
Band was awesome , bby fetched (: . free btol matair aku nieekk . haha .
Thanks IzzatiSYG for the renovation of my blog :D .
Kay ahh , till here . tmr update , PROMISEE ~ T.T !
Take the careeee humansssss ~

2010-03-15T14:04:00.004+08:00

IzzatiSmall here , like again .
HAHAH . See , she didn't post a thang .

Ahhhhhhh ~ !
I hope hopeee hopeeee she likes it .
I mean this skin laa . Heh heh . (:

I'm outta here . Take th caree , peeps . (:

Changing sooon (:

2010-03-11T21:09:00.008+08:00

HeyHey !

IzzatiSmall here blogging (:
This blog is super rusty uhh .
Owner dher da menghilangkan diri .
The post that she previously posted pon is just a quick one done in school .
HAHAHA . * Sorry eh Eezartea * I hope yu don't mind .
Heheh . (:

Ohh well .
I'm gonna change everything here soooooon !
She gave th green light already . (:
From skins , to pictures and other stuffs .
Like really really sooon tauuuu . (:

And i hope my twinney here updates her blog frequently .
Eh eh eh , B . (:

2010-03-10T13:35:00.002+08:00

Heyloo ! currently at the Comp lab . [: .
anddd yeah , something funny happen today ; Umar batok kuar rambot . haha
ohh , and maths is Funfun :D .
Well , shall do a proper update wen im home . heee .

; Im still not happy wif eu gerl , u didnt even say sorry . Sundal ! -.- .
Sape2 ah yg trase . :P

woo

2010-03-03T20:47:00.003+08:00

everything is soo wrong today . hahah ! jokes and the facts said by my bbygerls are all so true , funny yet its the fact okay ! haha , diam2 sajeee [:

Ohh , and yeah ! someone confessed ; I Like Shaiera . haha , sweet . Shai were all quiet and blushing all the way through the laughters we had in class . everyone were so noisy , laughing and teasing . hahah !
And wad worst was , i flung my SS ; 9/25 . but at last , i managed to pass physics :D 16/25 . woo ~
Bought the same tee-shirt as izzati . Niceee oii . going buy another want tmr :D ..
Pinggang is hurting badly now till i cried -.- ! unbearable )':
Bby fetch me from ngaji . I went home changed and met jundah . All along the slacking session we had , we were laughing our ass out bcos of bby . went home at 6.45 , i need my bed to lie down badly , i hardly walkk bcos of the pain .
Might not be going band tmr , gonna see a doctor .

; i shall stop complaining to you bby , you seems to get pissed off ): . im so sorry for the all the trouble . really , i shall keep all this by myself . thanks for being there all along . thanks for the care and concern . thanks alooott :] . i lovelovelove youu ..

and also i shall keep everything all to myself ;D thanks to izzati for hearing my problem , ily . i wont trouble anyone , anymore [:

i love you :D

2010-03-02T22:57:00.002+08:00

Happy 5 Monthsary sayangg !
i lovelove today , and i looveeeee you . thanks alot for the treat bby !

Jundah has finally cut her hair , she look damn mature okaye . lawa kan Jundah ? hahah , sape yg pilihkan hairstyle tu jgk , cheyy ! -.- .

Damn , my pinggang is damn hurting ): . and im having difficulty in breathing .
Wad is more hurting is , ibu revealed something to me . i hope im fine ;'( . damn , does it hurt to go for an operation ? i might undergo one soon . haissshh ...

Not a good day

2010-02-24T22:41:00.005+08:00

Getting things going ~ it feels good to have you {: .

Random . Borredd . Hmphh , Not a good day for mee . Was totally having mood swing . damn , i hate it . Irritating people just annoys me alot today . Everything to me is soo wrong today .
- Adding on , this pinggang of mine is still so bloody painful .
- Somemore had leg cramp and hardly walk while going to ngaji just .
- People pissing me off here and there .
- My hamster bite me again .
- HAd some Stupid money management prog which is so NOT interesting at all
How horrible can today be ? Damn horrible .
FarkFarkFark !
and bby , thanks for tolerating wif my behaviour today , im sorry ):
Tc readers .

Izzati , i wasnt angry/sad at you at all . idk whyy la . but yahh , its not yr fault . dont feel sorry , ily (:

fierce

2010-02-23T00:44:00.001+08:00

Hey , updating again ^^ .
So basically today was fun {: . Had social studies test today which i noe i will for sure FAIL . Did it like anyhow . hah ! Den also got back maths test paper today which indeed i failed ): . 11/35 . heeeehss :DDDD .
Ohh , and yeah . Quraisyah nari fierce gyler . Sufi kne maki oi , hahah ! rabakss ~ everything was soo hillarious ! sedih tk sufii ? da maju ahh quraisyah . Heeehhss :DDD .
Met bby again today , heh ! like i say , i lovelove hym aloot . ^.^ . Bby got TEMBEL , kesian or wad . Bt hys face look very cute wif the tembel , Ke-sepet-tan . xD !
And yeah bie ! thanks alot for everything . wif the sending , fetching and waiting . basically everything dat u did for me today ! thanks alotalotalot . ilysm .
ok , till here .

; leen ! aku sungguh paiseyh tdi . hahaha ! xD

back to blogging

2010-02-22T20:25:00.003+08:00

Woo , haha ! im back to posting . :D
Busy wif alot of stuff that is going on in life nowdays .
IzzatiBby will be very proud of me for updating this dead blog ^^ .
Lots to catch up , Humanities cant make it . anyone care to help ? heees .
Have to get down to werk or i wont have my 8 hours of sleep . Alot to do , damn ! -.-
Ohh ! met bby just now . wooo ~ i lovelovelove hym alott .
Kay taking care . huhu .

; Leen !! Thanks alot for the sweet [:

021009

2010-01-27T21:01:00.003+08:00

JOKOARIS BIN ARMAN ;

its been great having you around . Never have i regretted accecpting you . U're different , just soo different from the others . The way u treat me was really unexpected . U're the best and i love you so much . I would want you to forgive me for ALL my wrongdoing that i have done . i never had enough of seeing you eventhough we seems to be meeting each other almost everyday . Time flies just lyke dat wen we're having fun . Those care and concern that you have given and i hope u still continue giving were undescribeable . And yes , we have gone through alot though . Fights , Misunderstanding and Titfs happens to every relationships including ours , but i have never hated you for all this . Those crying moment were memories , i really didnt expect that , i was really touched . i just dont know why , but while typing this , tears came rolling down . i dont wanna lose you , i just love you too much . i admit im scared , yes im scared of losing you . i hope what i dreamt about few days ago will NEVER come true , pray hard yeah bby ? although u could be quite irritating at times , but with that it makes me love you even more . you were there when i needed you , thanks alot . And also your sacrifices were unexplainable because you sacrifice alot for me . Although it seems that someone threw those letter written for you , i would still keep writing . i dont care if lastly , it would all be gone in the bin . it might sound stupid but i dont mind ;D . And i just love those eyes which kept looking directly trough this eyes of mine , one look and you will never look away . i still have got plenty to type here , but i believe actions speak louder that words . Just remember that I LOVEE YOUU SOOOO MUCHHH and dont worry i will never leave you okaye . Im missing those hugs and kisses ): . thanks for being mine , ily :D

KoKo ! :D

2010-01-05T01:05:00.000+08:00

2nd day of school ;

It was okaye-okaye uyh . Had english today was soo enthu .
Aft sch went p.r met boyfie wif sulaiman and aisha to look ard for the prizes of the hamster .
Talked alot wif sulaiman in the bus , too many stories to sharee .
Bby was late , hee . He fetched us at the bustop den we went whitesands together .
Bby met Wan Rebel and Man for idk wad for . hys frends ~
And2 ! whitesand hamster are all expensive , so decided to go serangoon instead .
Took cab , annd bby paid for it , ;D . thankiew biee !
Walked and decide on wad to buy . bought hamster and the cage for $20 . :DDD
Went home , took 43 . Bby naq lepak , sulaiman halfway cannot . Den sulaiman has to go home ): .
Aisha went home also . Lpk wif bby awhile , den saw jundah walked pass . asked her to join .
Talk2 , play wif hamster etc . i wass soo kecooh abt the hamster , lucky bby was patient enuf to entertain my nonsense , xD !
Went Hg green find KUACI , tkde jual -.- . So den we went minimart , lucky enuf they were stock .
Laughed alot wif Jundah and bby . haha ! stupid yet funny .
Bby was mumbling filipino sentences , taq paham bt lynkan . laugh2 .. haha !
We den smoke awhile under jundah's void deck . Den bby sent me home {: . thanks aloot !
Was excited abt Koko , newly bought hamster .
Cutee oii ! :D:D . Sukeeeeeeeeee ~
bt wen i was asleep , dat Koko was awake . Wen im awake , hys asleep . Screew u hamster ! xD .
Dats all uyh . Sch as per normal tmr .
i lovelove 4N3'10 ^^

saufi ! [:

2010-01-04T00:29:00.004+08:00

This post is specially for this guy above ,
Hys not my boify eyhk , bt instead its boify bestestfrend !
To ; Saufi bin [ insertname ] aka Fii !
Kaw tc eyhk kat SYRIA , yg kaw ckp somewhere near Mesir .
4 tahun , lamer oii . aku ngn joko ryndu kaw punye .
Holiday balek singapore uyh , haah ! mcm aku yg sponser duit flight , xD !
Bt2 aku hrap kaw njoy yrself , study hard taw !
Singapore taq cukop skolah pe smpai kaw kne gy jauh2 ? hee !
Kay ahh wadever it is , kaw tc jeq eyh . Pape chat pat msn aite .
Sayaaaannngg kaw oi kwn . [:

Happy New Year [:

2010-01-01T04:33:00.005+08:00

Cute + Hawt isnt he ? Aww ! hahah . Declan GalBraith ! :D . Hys effing cuteeeee kan kan kan ! wee ~ . Ohh ! HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL . heee ~ Although 2009 have most been a shitty year for me , bt i still treasure it alot . A year full of memories , wishing for a better year dis year indeed . Time flies really fast . Its already 2010 , unbelievable bt believe it , [: ! Ok enough .
Its 4.45am , and im still not asleep . Meeting bby in the afternoon . its been 6 days straight i didnt get to meet bby . hys too busy wif werk . Hys asleep already after being tired of playing air drum ? hahah . Cant wait to meet hym , woo ! School starting ~ Cant wait ! i wanna see the new and old faces from yuying . Hah ! OLD ? xD ! brother's not back yet from idk whr ? Bt atleast he got back early yesterday . see the previous post , brother said thx and he kissed me , sweet or wadd ! haha . and2 ! i have decided not to buy the hamster i was talking abt just yet . No Kaching oi . Lucky enuf bby topped up for me , thanksss ! ly . Hilang satu beban . Pokai sepokai2 nyer sia aku ): after buying myself a new-year-new-phone . Mum tambah2 kan $10 ONLY for the phone , bt wadever it is thanks alot :D ! LOoooOvee it and really hav to treasure dat hp , bcos it was bought wif own money . Hah ! Termenung jauh oi tgk wallet taq derh kaching cume coins jeq utk beli ice cream . haha .
Kay den , Till here .

; new resolution , to stop smoking . cheyy ! mcm phm , xD !

and2 to frget dat muthafucking guy [ Aqil ] . ignore ahh ! musiibot , ape kaw da bwat kat aku slame niek , PAISEY jeq kaw leyh ckp ? kaniiinaaaaaaa ~ menyesal kenal ngn kaw , serius sia . Muke hansem prangai nonsence . Sial , saket kan hati ppm jeq ah keje kaw . Pdn muke kaw ah dat time kene alek . Fark You Ass ! tc ohh

Niek N pon samer jgk . Geraaaam jeqq ! Naseb baik la aku pernah syg kaw . hah ! taq derh . kay taqpe .

i love my brother

2009-12-23T23:31:00.001+08:00

okayee [: . So this is my blood brother , abg botakk ..
I lovelovelovelove hymm as much as i love boyfie .
Hys been there for me , we are only left wif us since another brother of ours had left us ):
Its great having a brother lyke hym , hys the best .
I miss hym wen hys in camp and i will be all alone at home ..
Hys fun and entertaining .
Without u im nothing , we're close i can say . VERY close ..
Okaye , i loveeeee youu abg .
; MUHD RIDWAN BIN ABDULLAH