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 before i sleep, i wanna say things out here. Firstly, i fucking swear i want to work. I cant barely stay at home all day with mom being so attitude to me! Argh! fark life sia, seriously. Mum behaving so weird this days. talking on the phone all day long, with her friends all. I just went home, and there she goes. Nag Nag NAG! Like common la, whatever i say, she doesnt seems to care anymore. SEEEEEE! i dont noe what has got into her. I dont want to be rude, and therefore i just kept silent. and i mean, really really silent! I asked for MY money, NICELY. and there she goes, ungkit segale ape yg blh diungkit oleh dier! She talked about my bill, i dont noe how to save money all. YaYaYa! Abg is always good in her eyes, abg tengking she close one eye, reason : abg will say sorry after dat. WTF?! I said sorry i dont even think she cares la. Yahhhh, abg very good. sume abg la. im always no good to her eyes now. i mean NOW. When she want something, there she goes ; baik2 bbl. den if i dont want there she goes AGAIN. Showing her attitude FACE. walaowei. I want to work, from morning until night. i dont care already. She says ; aku diam2, kaw makin menjadi2. Eyhhh, wth la sia! Argh! i mean, is it wrong for me to go out? enjoy life. Nlvls over la kkay. i noe my limit la. i dont party, i dont drink. i went out with the people u know MUM. pfft, how i wish she could actually noe how to use this laptop and check than read this up! im going 16! bloody 16, im a grown up. Talk to me nicely laaaa. helooo!!! Nag, Shout. do u think thats the way? omg ure wrong la. Talk nicely, UNDERSTAND MEEEE! What a day to start off, i dont care ah seriously. Whatever she want to say, i will go out and will be going home late tmr. Irritating, duduk kan rumah pon ape leh buat? Balik sume da buat, rumah da sapu, masak pon da masak. nk kemas, sume da kemas. Abeyh tk buat. bising2. swei btol. Nk buat camne? sume da buat pe?! Wth laaaaa. arghh! Irritating la serious. And i swear the way she treats me now, very different. she change, i will too. Respect tetap respect, buat bdh jek ah kan. nk lwn balik kurangajar, menyakitkan hati jek buat ape? btol. argh! Ayah? My dad lgy best. doesnt care about all this small matter. u want to talk, do it when im in a good mood. that is hym. do whatever u want, but u must noe yr limits. |
